Puberty
by Adrienne Stallings
Saturdays were for eating McDonald’s
at the dim-sum tables
as our parents prattled in Tagalog
around mouthfuls of fried rice
and crispy noodles. It was a rite
of passage—in a sense—that transition
of chicken nuggets to salt
and pepper squid. The meal came
to an end with each tita racing
to the register for the honor
of paying the bill.
I came of age too late. By
twelve, the dinners stopped
and family
moved away. I go to that restaurant
every now and then. It was much fuller
in my memories—thirty of us crammed
around two tables (both meant
to seat only eight). I’ll sit alone at a table for four
and watch the ghosts of Joveros past
dash across the carpeted stage, sending
my cousins the dish of the day. And then
I’ll dab my lips
with a soiled napkin, pay the bill,
and be on my way.