Stoplight on Lawrence
by Marilyn Copley Hilton
I’ve driven this road so many times now
I can’t remember getting here.
To the right, the remains of a Carrows or Coco’s,
something C. The sign still hangs
with ghosts of missing letters.
To the left, my daughter’s old daycare,
now a fitness center. In the mirror
she’s still kicking in her car seat,
pointing at everything we pass.
Shortly before my mother died
the two collected leaves
and made rubbings on white paper.
(Now it’s illegal to rub headstones.)
It was summer
but the crayon colors they chose were autumnal,
so I’ll always think it was fall.
Across the street
a construction site, the perimeter fenced off
in green to make you think it’s grass.
But through a gap I see
packed dirt and pile foundations.
The light changes. Odd, I can’t
remember what used to be—
a forest, a cathedral, a graveyard