Love Bites
by Lauryn Ige
They say that love bites but
the love bites on my neck say that you love me.
Maybe, as I bite, chew, and swallow the skin
on my hollow, lovesick hands, you’ll understand
how touching you grows bland
when there’s no love to hold,
when you leave me in the biting cold,
and I’ll walk home alone…
say I’ll never love you the way I used to
not since you
put out the passion.
We never dance anymore in
the kitchen or kiss in the pouring rain;
Nothing can compare to the loving pain
of the bites you take out of my chest
every time we get undressed.
Instead of biting off your head
I lay on the bed hoping
that love will rise from the dead,
pick itself up from the grave,
and trudge through the mud,
a slave to the fatal bites that murdered it.
“I love you,” I mutter through gritted teeth,
biting my lip and tongue-in-cheek words.
You bite back, lying with lustful love
calling out to me from above while I drown
in your transparent eyes staring down at the floor,
instead of the person who adores you
But not for forevermore.
I used to love the way you said lovely
When you were looking at me
But now the teeth of your biting words leave bruises on my dreams
Making their way down my cheek, the nape of my neck,
My arms, body, stomach, legs,
So I lie still, gentle, until the blood courses back into the wounds.
I hope our time will be up soon because I simply cannot handle
the burning candle of being
loved and bitten.